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tuku_the_destroyer
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Name: The Destroyer Formerly
Birthday: 7/2/1988
Gender: Male
Interests: Better make yourself at home
You're here to stay
You won't bother me...If you let me bother you
All the doors are locked, all the windows shut
KEEP IN MIND - I watch you
Never leave my side, never leave me, fucker
Even if you run
Expertise: Giving in to what has got me
Feeling claustrophobic, scarred
Severed me from all emotion
Life is just too fucking hard
SNAP! Your face was all it took
Cuz this need ain't doin' me no good
Fall on my face, but can't you see?
This fucking life is KILLING ME!
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
Message: message meEmail: email me
Member Since:
7/16/2004
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| what a sight
never thought i'd find you here
last i knew you'd disappeared
we all get lost.
i thought i
had lost you amongst the mess
and the cluttered things in my head
but here you are.
when you wake
i'll be a thousand miles away
from the promises i made
and all our love.
i'm a dreamer
with nothing left to dream
trying to tear a hole in the seam
of reality
don't ever forget me [x2]
i thought i lost you
thought i lost you
i thought i lost you
thought i'd lost you amongst the mess
and the demons in my head
but here you are
i would leave
to return more lost than before
a little more tired a little less sure
of where i was
the earth would move but
we would stand in place
hide in the shadows of the day
we're almost out of time
yeah we're almost out of time
don't ever forget me [x2]
i thought i lost you
thought i lost you
i thought i lost you
[x2]
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| I'm gonna miss you sooo much.
I'm gonna miss everyone...
But you most of all
I love you with every fiber of my being, and I realize sometimes I'm the nicest guy and sometimes I don't treat you like I ought to, and a lot of the time I make up arguments for no real reason and get way too sensitive about little things. I don't want that anymore.
I just want you
Here in my arms
Right now
And forever more | | |
| So ya, I told you I didn't wanna hang out...
I've been regretting that ever since...
I miss you...
I need you...
I love you...
And I can't live without you...
You truly are my heart and soul, my love, my joy, and, admittedly, sometimes my sorrow...
But I love you all that much more for it...
In only 7 short years, we will be on the road towards marriage, I know it. No matter what kinds of scrifices I have to make, no matter what kind of bullshit I have to put up with, all in all, you're pretty OK, so I decided I want you to be Mrs. Patrick Wright...
Katie Wright...
It has a nice ring to it...
That will be the greatest day of our lives, and nothing will ever seperate us...
We've made it this far...
And nothing can stop us now...
Here are the top 5 things that have ever happened to me:
1.) Our first kiss
2.) You saying yes
3.) Meeting you
4.) You saying yes... again
5.) That kiss on the cheek from oh so long ago
I know that you will have to make scrifices too, but we both know it will be worth it in the end.
I love you with all of my heart, Katlyn Marie Bassett
Yours Truly,
Patrick Wright | | |
| So, since nobody probably even goes here any more, I'll vent where no one will get hurt.
Luke, you are pretty much the most bullshit person ever. You have the fucking nerve to call me emo? Not only that, but you have the blatant disrespect to go behind my back and hang out with my girlfriend and have wonderful little conversations about how things would have been if I wasn't in the picture, and i nthe same sentence talk about how much you care about my feelings and how much you sacrificed for my happiness???? Fuck that. Not only are you a bullshit friend, but you have a dildo up your ass all the time now. You used to just be a bitch to Tom, now, you haven othing more to say about Tom, so you're back to being a bitch to EVERYONE around you. Your close friends, your teachers, anyone who doesn't see things exactly your way is absolutely wrong and a lesser human being than yourself.
Katie, I hope you realize how lucky you are I didn't leave you today. I had every right in the world to leave you three times now, but I didn't. Why? Because I'm weak. I couldn't survive or stand on my own two feet, I need you to help keep me up. I need a crutch, and you are that crutch. Believe me, if I didn't love you so much, and I wasn't so dependant on your love in return, I would have left you last fall, or maybe even before that.
Clint, you are a complete and utter genious. Everything you say has so much depth and meaning to it. I wish my words could flow as eloquently as yours, and with such passion and truth. Props for that, man.
There, I'm done. | | |
| I'd like to think this is the last song for her, but I've been know to be wrong. Seriously, this time I think I mean it, because two years and a day seems like a good length for this crappy movie. And as much as I want her, I can't let it run my whole life. So here's my letter, a goodbye to these obsessive thoughts, and we will have these records of our lives. That's what you've got from me. Don't ask just how we'll meet, or when that time will be, but I'm convinced my life's a movie and good things will come this way eventually. Because I'm releasing the good vibes on the stereo and it's shocking. If all I can be is a memory, then that's all I want to be. I want this to be a celebration. Fuck this. You never had a reason. Fuck this. I know you wanted to say no. Fuck this. Tell me you had your reasons. Fuck this. I never got to see you go. | | |
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